KNOCK KNOCK WHOSE THERE?

Jawapan aku "no one new".
Yeah.. just the same old guy.
3 years passes.. Im on my final year.
Movin on? is not an option for me.

aku rase memang cinta dia aku gali terlebih dalam..

3 years passes by,
but it still struck my heart every single time i say him..

I heard he got engaged..
Ramai yang datang jumpa aku bagi tahu nampak mereka dating..
thats good for me.
Its a sign for me to stop approching..

when I meet him,

I always wanted to cry..

my hands are shaking..

my heart beats like drums..

kadang2 aku rase im the bad person.
kadang2 aku rase he lies to me about his mom,
coz he got engaged with other girl..
but aku tetap syukur he's happy
walaupon aku tetap nangis..
dan harini aku jumpa dia lagi..
dan beberape minut kemudian,
aku jumpa tunang dia..

sedih kan hidup aku...

Kenape aku masih tak ade BF sejak aku break?

• adekah aku xsedia lagi nak terima org lain?
• adekah sebab tak ade orang nak kat aku ?
• adekah sebab aku keep comparing orang lain dengan die?

adekah ?

aku pon xde jawapannyer........
jadi sekarang,
aku kene pakse diri aku..
lupakan die..
sebab dia TUNANG orang,
dose kalau aku simpan perasaan..
die pon tak happy dengan aku..
I'll keep trying..
doakan aku berjaye...

Aku Tahu Dan Kau Pun Tahu..

Dan kau tanya dalam diam
Dengan mata kau biar pejam
Bagaimana mampu wujud sunyi di riuh engkau berdiri
Satu per satu hilang ertinya
Berdikit-dikit menyesak dada mahu kau lari dan bersembunyi
Tapi mana kau harus pergi

Haruss
Tak terpuas lautan
Lapar tak terkenyangkan
Kau tahu
Namun tak kau akukan

Kau selongkar bumi langit pertala
Sedang jawabnya lama kau ada
Maka perlu apa kau bongkar gali
Kalau cuma di letak tepi

Sayu
Tak terjelas fikiran
Rebah tak tersambutkan
Kau tahu
Namun tak kau akukan

Apa kau cari yang sebetol-betolnya
Lama mana begini
Bertelanjang jiwanya
Apa kau cari yang sesungguh-sungguhnya
Malam siang berganti
Jawabnya tetap sama....

#Living in denial for other bigger infinities

#its a privilage to know and love u

#its a metaphor

Ya ALLAH ku serahkan segala dengan Takdir Mu.. Andai dia yang terbaik untukku.. Engkau Permudahkan.. Andai dia Bukan Untukku.. Redhakan Hati kami dengan ketentuan Mu..

How to forget a person who gives you everything to remember and nothing to forget?

I bet time is the best cure for a broken heart...

What i have to do is just... WAIT...

and improve myself...

Dear Heart

i've never been this crazy..
WHAT IF.....

Sudah tertamat by Fynn

laut,
pujukkan hatiku yang sedang bertaburan ini.
pasakkan jiwaku yang seperti lalang.
kerna aku sudah habis cinta padanya.

pasir,
semarakkan kembali rasa ini.
berikan semula segala sayang.
kerna aku sudah habis cinta padanya.

sudah terlewat.
sudah tertamat.

Cut The Ties That Bind To You

Today,

i cut the ties that bind to me,

without the angels knowing,

beyond the mountain nor the sea,

the heart was sent away by the song.

Running through life,

heartlessly.....

#the only reason to be with my angels, i cut our ties... Today...... 

my love story ends here,

i will keep it forever,

THE END

L.O.V.E

someone once quoted ,

 " kawan and cinta is two diffrent things.

true friend can never be lovers.

lovers can never be friends =)  "

but we are still pretending.. acting like we've move on.. acting like we're strong...

deep down inside, its a misery.. if its TRUE LOVE ... you can never accept the fact that he's a FRIEND....

never... although you wanted to... 

im still waiting... 

for you to grow up... 

and realize what i sacrifice for you.....

why i did this to you....

stop assuming that im not serious...im just playin around... listening to wrong thought from your friend...

you should know me better than anyone else...