Wednesday 23 September 2015

KNOCK KNOCK WHOSE THERE?

Jawapan aku "no one new".
Yeah.. just the same old guy.
3 years passes.. Im on my final year.
Movin on? is not an option for me.

aku rase memang cinta dia aku gali terlebih dalam..

3 years passes by,
but it still struck my heart every single time i say him..

I heard he got engaged..
Ramai yang datang jumpa aku bagi tahu nampak mereka dating..
thats good for me.
Its a sign for me to stop approching..




















when I meet him,
I always wanted to cry..
my hands are shaking..
my heart beats like drums..





















kadang2 aku rase im the bad person.
kadang2 aku rase he lies to me about his mom,
coz he got engaged with other girl..
but aku tetap syukur he's happy
walaupon aku tetap nangis..
dan harini aku jumpa dia lagi..
dan beberape minut kemudian,
aku jumpa tunang dia..

sedih kan hidup aku...

Kenape aku masih tak ade BF sejak aku break?

  • adekah aku xsedia lagi nak terima org lain?
  • adekah sebab tak ade orang nak kat aku ?
  • adekah sebab aku keep comparing orang lain dengan die?

adekah ?

aku pon xde jawapannyer........
jadi sekarang,
aku kene pakse diri aku..
lupakan die..
sebab dia TUNANG orang,
dose kalau aku simpan perasaan..
die pon tak happy dengan aku..
I'll keep trying..
doakan aku berjaye...